This summer has been a very interesting summer. One full of many thoughts, regrets, past hurts, desires, etc. I am really not sure where to go with any of it as I have not taken time to truly process the things/experiences/feelings/memories that have been laid upon my heart.
I want Jesus to be my best friend. I want Jesus to capture my heart again. He has broken it, as per request from last year's camp...so I have complete confidence that he can capture my heart again.
It's been awhile since I've fallen in love with Jesus. I miss Him. I am longing to spend time with Him and share with Him and heal with Him. It's such an empowering feeling. Unfortunately, I am not good at keeping that desire consistent. And that's what I am wanting. I am sick of being wish-washy. I want to be consistent in my beliefs, desires, beliefs...even if my job choices, where I live, and what I enjoy doing may change. I want the freedom to enjoy spontanaiety (spelling?), but the desire to remain secure in who I am in Christ.
That is my prayer.
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